This is truely how I feel...

It was Friday night.Guess was around 12.15am.I just reached KL & was waiting at the LCCT airport, sitting on my purple color luggage waiting for him to come. Because of his busy schedule he just couldnt manage to go back with me this time.He is in his career enhancement at this moment. I understand.

I received text message from him saying that he already reached & saw he waved to me with great smile.I knew he missed me as I do & I hurriedly get him.We went to a restaurant to have our late supper. While waiting for our food. He started his first conversation, "Darling, I have to tell you something". Many things occupied my mind that time. I don't have any clue of what he is going to tell me.Is he thinking of breaking up with me? But why?! That was the first thing occupied my mind. I know it's impossible but I just couldnt control my negative thought.After a long silence, I broke the silent by asking him. "Dear,what is it?" Without a second of breath taking, this is what i heard from him. "Honey, I've passed my visa, next wednesday will be my flight to Abu Dhabi, all the requirements and documents were all settled. Just waiting for my income tax to be cleared. I don't want to leave you and my family but this is an opportunity that I don't want to spoil, hope you'll understand. You know how much I love you and I really hate to go. I will miss you darling. It's just a year or two. I hope that you will wait for me."

I remember about the offer he told me since last year but I'm not expecting this will be that soon. He will be leaving me a week from now. I controlled myself not to cry because I didn't want him to worry about me, there were so many things needed to be done & take care of.

The following days, he tried his best to be by my side whenever he has the chance to do so. We talked about everything again and again, promised each other that we wouldn't let anything get between the two of us. I told him that I still be here when he comes back and we'll go on love each other. And I promise to wait for him. The truth was I didn't want him to go.It's hurt.

It's been almost a month now we had our long distance love. Still, it is fresh in my memories. It is really hard to be in a long distance relationship. To be far and away to someone you love. There are times that I want to give up because I can't really bear the pain inside.But I don't want to have a feeling of regret.Our feelings for each other is still mutual and as long as we're not losing communication.I know our relationship will nurture inspite of the fact that we're miles apart and I can fulfill my promise to wait for him. May God always takes good care of him & comes back to see me smile again...

Love,

Ritchee...