Mingling whole night, sleepless night. Trying to find out
what have I gain throughout the past 28 years and what had missing in my life.
Turning from the day one when I could freshly
recalled how my mum busy getting me ready to school, preparing unfinished meals,
handling all the households, staying up just to ensure everybody is safe, that’s
where I started to understand what Love is. I am thankful for the wonderful
ways she had brought us up, so that when one day (which had actually happened
long ago) when I walk out from the door, I am able to stand on my own feet and
be proud. Today is the day she was born and at that very moment, it has stated
she will be my mother. Happy Birthday Hottie! Be healthy and pretty always! Thanks
God for such a beautiful gift.
Well, today wasn’t really a good day. Sometimes other’s happy
news can be a painful one to us. But that’s fine, I am happy for what God have
granted them as I believe God have plans for every each of us. So still is an
amazing thing to celebrate the joys they may share and at the same time keep
praying the best for my own. Guess the one thing that does keep me moving is
when I know I have someone who loved me as much as I do. Relationship would
lead you to good or bad. For mine, I am thankful for all the joy and painful
moments that we have been through as I can see for all that happened, it opens ways
for us to love each other even more and lead to a better tomorrow.
I discovered best relationship is when the two of you can
act like lovers and best friends at the same time. It’s when you have more
playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around with no
hard feelings, have unexpected hugs, and random kisses. It’s when you two give
each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather chill
inside to watch movies that you may not like, eat junk food on bed, and cuddle
than go out all the time. It’s when you will stay up all nights just to settle
arguments and fights. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can
still love you for who you are.
Thanks babe for making
me feel this way. You know who you are. J
