It's been a while before I really sit down and browsed back what do I have in my blog. For no reason, I spent my whole morning reading. In fact, it has no longer been my habit since working with GIS. I know I've been putting so much focus on work lately since am just shifting to a new field. It's fine, at least at this point.
Oh well, it's October already. Somebody has thrown a 'regular' question on my 2013 resolution. As usual, I do not know what she expect me to answer but am apparently not the type who believes in such norm. To me, that's nonsense without any aims or actions. Talking about resolution, people will normally relate it with ambition or dreams. People around me will sometimes feel that I am overly ambitious, and that my aims are pie in the sky. (Well said!) but this is not likely to
change me, not at all. I’d always rather aim high and take on the adventure of life than
get to the end of the road regretting that I didn't have a good go at making
my dreams come true. However, one of my primary lessons in life will be
related to this. I know I have always wanting the best for me and people around me, sometimes I get so frustrated towards things that for me it not supposed to be in that way (Jesse, no such thing in the World should be in one specific way, babe. Wake up!) Yeah I think I really need to learn that there are limits to what I am
capable of, and how to recognize them. Making sure my goals are actually
practical enough to be achieved is another side of this one.
Lately I have read this book named "Your personality is your key in life". Love the book. It says something good about the Sagi. Basically, those who born as Sagi has good personal growth and understanding. That's their key aspect. The Sagi's hate the idea of waltzing blindly through life without understanding, or finding its meaning. This seems like a bit of a contradiction because I am quite a part animal too, but I do have this deeper side to my character. Best thing is the Sagi is born as half man and half beast, as the book said. That describes the way they live their lives perfectly. Remember the Centaur has a bow and arrow and is aiming at the sky? That is obviously shows that they are predominantly high ambitions. Oh ya, do you believe in timing? If you have a
great sense of timing, you will know just when to make your move. Trust your gut feeling, so call on it when you need it.
Let's talk about my life then. Nothing has changed as we were still remain the same. I would say I am lucky that I am so positive in life. Because of that, I see the possibilities as endless. I never take no for an answer and i always see the cup as half full, not half empty. My genuine interest in getting to the truth and be part of whatever environment I am in, but frankly I am easily bored if the mental stimulation is missing, especially in work and relationship. Lots of people don’t get where am coming from. They said I am serious about relationships, but I need a ton of stimulation and variety to keep love alive. Shall I say it is because of I like to try something fresh and new? Ahah...Wink Wink~
And now is work. Do I like my job? Yes? No? Maybe. About 5 weeks at new place, all I can say is fun, fun to see different type of characters. Too early to judge. Basically I am fine with everything, yeah I mean everything. As long as I am allowed to make choices about how I do my work, or else I won’t work at my best. I rely very much on myself, and if I was given a free hand, I’ll do great work, I hope people will see this side of my personality at its best.
Baby? (Toughest topic ever!)
I already sent our little prayers to the Almighty, guess He is yet to receive it. Or maybe He is busy looking into the database, searching for a beautiful Ritchee baby for us. :) I know our day sure will come, just need a little more patience + passion. Nothing much will hold us back, and even when the odd adversity arises I’ll see it as part of my learning curve and accept it with a smile. At least I am blessed to have an annoying yet a loving ones.
To all my friends out there who is trying like us, keep on trying. Never ever give up. Believe in your destiny and be glad with whatever comes to you. I learn to accept whatever possibilities that life may offer to me, that's not only making me a simple yet happy person, it does makes me feel so beautiful inside. :)
Have a pleasant evening, u'ol!
